I am right, you are right, So, who is wrong? Part--2

Summer Vacation:

I did not talk with any group member through out vacation. And when college was about to open I called to Sanjhi to know how she is and to complain her to being so miser that she even did not think to call. She again made a perfect excuse which locked my lips (Again Searching techniques). While the conversation she asked whether I will be with them or not. I did not give any sure answer and gave her some hint that I would be working with Nitin and Kamran. Second day I called Vivek. Here the situations are different which brought smile on my face that he wants to work with us. I had mixed feeling and anticipation of future’s circumstance too. But I was thinking that this time I would not let him dominate. Due to my bad habbit and addiction of making call, after some days I again called Sanjhi and asked her that Vivek is ready to work with us. And I want to carry on work on previous project with Vivek. She replied that she wants to make a new project and on the name of Vivek, she was silent. Her silence was a hint for me. And I had known that what is going to happen next. I asked her too that most probably I might form a new group.

Beginning of 7^th Semester:

Vivek did not ask me anything about project and group, and I also did not want to talk about that. This time I did not want to form a group with Nitin and Kamran because I had the heated argument with Nitin and I had said him very harsh word which hurted him very much. I had asked Nitin sorry for all what happened, but it was not easy to wash up all the matter and the things were not going to same as it was earlier. Kamran had to do work with Nitin. So I did not have any option, a touched had been devloped with all members. Vivek did not ask me for the group. So I came with Sanjhi. My group was same with a little different. Vivek was not in the group. For this I was realizing odd and guilty that I could not bring all member together. But I had to accept reality. It was certain in such type of decision that some one would be hurt. Many time Vivek passed bitter comment on me for all of those things. I could not give counter reply to him; instead of giving him reply I diverted his mind to my so called love who was never mine.

3^rd August (Friendship day):

This day I came online to wish my friend and seniors around 6 pm. I saw that Vivek is online. I had forgotten to wish him friendship day because of excess load of phone call. I poked him and wihsed him happy friedship day. While the chatting I made out from his typed word that he is very sad due to our decision and he is feeling bad. I felt sorry from bottom of my heart. I had to take decision against my mind and principle. I did what my heart said to do. I forced some one to do somethings because I had to make him comfortable and easy. I cannont disclose that person name here and what that person did at that time. I knew my activity was not proper; it was cheap but played a great role. This again made our friendship stronger. And its result seemed on 5^th August. It was really good result indeed. Again I was busy in thinking………………

I am right, you are right, So, who is wrong? Part--1

As I entered in 6th sem, it was really good feeling that soon I will be in 4th year. In 6th sem again i had to make the mini project in group. This time I had to make a new group. It was a good opporutunity for me that Vivek Mishra kept the offer before me to be part of his group. I was very glad that I will get a chance to work with a very –very dedicated and workaholic person. It was a good chance that I will head toward the hard work in study leaving my laziness and I will give some time to project from the part of my day schedule. That day, for some hour I had a myth that my group size is only two (me and Vivek Mishra) and that was the best thing. But after some hour I was introduced with three others personality Sonam, Sanjhi and Titiksha. I was in dilemma whether I should be continuing with Vivek or should be search another person for own group. Beacause my past experience with the girl was not so good that I could even think to work with girls. My interaction with my school’s girl was not healthy due to my proudy nature. Usually I used to seek the chance to mess up with the class girls. Sometimes gals complained the princi against me and I some time escaped from punishment and some time was punished too. It did not bring any change in me but it made relation worst with them. I was confused whether to go with Vivek or to make new group.
This time I fliped the coin, took decision to work with Vivek and not to be very strict that time. First introduction was not much interisting but I got a chance to read their (girls’) nature.
Sonam is smart and very tough gal but she listen carefully other by which she can be convinced easily with proper argument.
Titiksha is Bindas by nature and talkative cute doll. If you are with her, you need not to do or speak anything. Just tune her like radio she will continue on that frequency.:)
Sanjhi, she is still unexplored for me, I could not understand her due to her mysterious nature. One thing I usually observed she pretend to listen carefully but she does not listen and she is also expert in making excuse. While I am with her, I never find her with me, usually I found a facade on her face. I am trying to find out which searching technique she is using to make excuse according to arised situation. . :)
Siddhartha Sir assigned us a project to work through out semester. There was nothing in project except an algorithm, what we had to devlop. The most interisting part of the project was that I resolved the fight more than doing work or say I did not do anything.
Beginnig of problem: First Sonam had argument with Vivek and I had to resolve the matter because I don’t want the dissimination of the group. Soon conversation became smooth due to our collective efforts. After few days Sanjhi messed up with Vivek and this time it was being seen hard to resolve the matter. And Siddhartha Sir warned us that if you are not changing, he would dissiminate the group. For group sake I became a little bit diplomatic and persuaded both of them.
I could not flee from the same situtation, after few months I had bad arguements with Vivek and after argument we both did not talk with each other for 4 or 5 days. After some times I realized that due to this action a big problem is hovering on group. So I decided to initiate conversation. In place of having direct conversation I decided to interact with him through FACEBOOK. Vivek wrote a very good about the freindship and I put the bitter and true comment on that.
“But the friendship becomes hell if no one is ready to understand.”
It worked and Vivek put a comment on my comment.
“But the understanding should be mutual.”

Yes, this was right too. Due to this next day we were talking again.
As I told that I did not work on project, my role was to make compromisation among the group members. The whole project was made by Vivek. I was learning JSP and had learnt almost enough part that I could make a good project. But as soon as it came to my knowledge that project has been worked out. So I just leaved the learning and headed towards my prior work. Every one had regret and complain too that they did not get chance to do anything.
In viva voce, only Vivek made out everything. We were numb because we did not do anything due to having no practical knowledge every question became hard to answer. Sonam and Sanjhi answered the few questions. But it was tough very tough for me to answer the question without having practical and I was a little bit upset too. Titiksha also did not answer. And after all we all had marks as a charity excluding Vivek. He asked us that we all got 25 plus which did not bring any smile on our face.

Mass bunk, fun and blogging…

Since so long there is no posting. Usually I had a lot of time because of College’s Administrator’s Policy. What happened to management, they only thinking about its welfare and for this welfare, they are imposing many Tuglak’s Policy. As they want to be second Tuglak in Indian History. We had flat more than 8 day mass bunk. I could use this time in writing blogs or in reading books. But in place of doing all these things I dedicated this time to my INTELLINGENT AND LOVELY BOX, my computer. This suffered a lot of hit of my fingers on its keyboard. I know I know it would have been cursing me for carelessness about it. It would have been passing comment on me that you have time to sleep 3 to 4 hour in day but don’t have time to remove dust from my body.

In this gap usually my friend told me that you are in love with hostel. That’s why you don’t go home. I want to tell them that I am nostalgic too but I hate travelling. But the most important fact is that I will have to travel throughout my life and there is no alternative.

Hmmm ….. let me tell you what I did in this holiday. In this holiday I did not do anything special for me. I was busy in passing time on bed or before the Stupid Box. I did not try to activate my brain cell by reading something old which has been already read. If I am busy in doing nothing, how my parents can see it. They gave me two options, whether do some productive work and stay here or go to hostel. Second options seemed me suitable. And I did choose to come hostel. If I am here mean my computer bad day has started. I took out it from self and wired it. Here my planning started, I tried to learn something new vis-a- vis UNIX SHELL SCRIPTING and Kernel Modification. Shell scripting was the fun game. But Kernel Modification irritated me very much. I was trying to make modification according to my need. Really it was a precarious job. I made a lot of mistakes while I was doing the same. My Linux OS crashed more than 10 times and every time I replaced the copy of virtual drive of this OS. And many time it refused to start normally too. But I was fanatical to do it. At the last it worked and I don’t know after how many attempt it worked properly.

Yeah, the more funny and top discovered part of these days was that the people who don’t know how to speak English, were speaking with very correct grammar in droll pronunciation. Next time try it if you drink and are not able to speak English, get drunk and speak. No doubt, you will definitely feel that you are speaking better than the Obama and will feel that world go just because of you. Surely people, who know how to handle a drunken man, will appreciate your speaking before you. But I don’t know what will people say at your back. I too, wanted to try it but as I promised to my Momma not to drink in academic life.

And one more interesting thing that people appreciated about my blogs. But they did not bother to leave their signature. I thank them for their appreciation. I was thinking that “Something is missing…..” is all about being written and not about being read. But the people’s appreciation shattered my myth. So this time whoever read this kindly leave their signature… it gives me inspiration to write something new and more humorous…

Do some good work and help in research by donating spare computing space of your computer. For more detail visit the given link….

http://pradeep-kaushal.blogspot.com/2009/07/help-in-research.html