A small misunderstanding can lead us to doom and small effort can lead us to ultimate satisfication, this is the life anything can happen anytime, it contains many stories within. Perhaps the life has been made of stories itself from beginning to end, and just when it seems one is ending, a new one begins. The world itself is woven of stories, each man and woman and child like us threading our own brightly colored tale into the bigger story that was already being told as we were born, and that will continue to be woven by others long after our threads have run out…
So this is blog about me and about my best friend who is my love…..
Because of some misunderstanding we had break up 3 and half year ago. But I loved her unconditionally what if I had break up with her.
In mid Novermber, I was home. One day I saw her while I was on the terrace, talking with lawyer about loop holes by going through I could raise my profit. Suddenly, she came before my eyes; she was trying to cross the road and making sure that no vehicle is approaching fast. She saw me but ignored me as I was not there. What it happened! I was expecting she come to see me and will hug me or will try to tease me. But these did not happen. One thing I noticed that she is having a different glow on her face and she is having a poised mixture of beauty and hotness. She is now no more same thin girl I knew.
In that day at the time of evening tea, my momma gave me shocking news that she is going to married in couple of days. I showed no expression of surprise (but inside I was totally shocked) and asked naturally on what date she will be having marriage.
My mother told me that she does not know the date. In evening I was walking with my friend in a colony meanwhile I got my answer from marriage card what her friend gave me. There was no name at the envelope. Maybe it was especially for me with no name on envelope, because my favorite perfume’s smell was my name on the envelope. Her friend told me that she desperately wants me to attend her marriage. I had no choice left to think. Only I could do two work 1)I must not go in marriage party 2) I must try to stop marriage. Second option was good for me and more dangerous too, if I would try it, I will be shot in my head by my elder brother. Here I did not opt any option. I decided to attend her marriage to fulfill her will.
On the day of her marriage I attended many parties before attending her, I drunk myself in such a condition in those parties so that no one could force me to dance on the beats of DJ. Her brother forced me to dance once but my friends forbade him to take me there. Here I decided to stay until the party finish. All the time I had wine glass in my hand. I bumped myself on chair in middle of first row which was just right before the bride’s seat. In red bride attire she was looking beautiful as I imagined. The all picture was flashing before my eyes what I decorated with my thought but the reality was with a little difference. In the place of groom, there was some else where I had been supposed to be. When all the things happened and she was about to leave the stage she looked at me. There was aberration in her looking as if she is forbidding me to leave that wine glass by her eyes. I did thumbs up and said ALL THE BEST pretending smile on my lips. After this I left the place leaving the glass as it was in my hand.
While I was leaving the party I felt that I have lost a precious gift which compensation is not possible. Perhaps, I will regret throughout my life by not understanding her value in my life. If I am still a sensitive human being only because of her. Perhaps I lost one person, who used to help me in every walk of my past life. Perhaps I lost the person who gave me emotions. Perhaps I lost the person who taught me feel sorry on wrong doing. Perhaps I lost the person who taught me to confront problems without losing patient. Perhaps I lost myself.
