I am home since the college is over because of fitness. Now, I have recovered a lot but still I am not allowed to work and interact face to face with the public . Before, being at home it used to be a leisure. But excess of anything cause boredom. I want to go outside of the home to do something worthwhile. As, I am making good money just sitting in home. But money is not everything. I want something more precious than money "the stability of my Identity".
I have learnt from my experience that don't chase the money, chase the substance and money will chase it. That's what I did in past. I gave attention on learning. And my learning paid me. I am a jeweler, an engineer, a real state dealer, trader of BSE and NSE and a banker. Everything helped me a lot to understand the other.
Here, I have stuck in game of push and pull. I don't want to do job and my Papa wants me to do. My Papa is my hero. He made his identity from nothing. I can't disobey Papa but even I can't push my dreams forth. I just want them right now. I have told Papa that I am better in working with people than machine but he is not ready. My dreams are like drugs to me. They fascinate me. They force me to go beyond my potential. I am furious and aggressive to bring them in reality. No other things hypnotized me so much except love. If someone else would have tried to prevent me, I would crush him. But unfortunately that is my Papa. Here, I am helpless.
I only know working without someone else order. I know implementing my decision. I am very familiar with the process from plan to execution.
I need a good sum to expand real estate business but I don't understand how does an engineer's job will give me such amount and if this is giving me, it would take more than half decade to have that much money with a very good pay scale. And the most important thing that the job will eat my time. For me, Engineering was all about to learn the technology. But people, including My Papa, took it in wrong sense. That's right I sat in few companies college recruitment but what is truth behind the scene no one knows. I was greedy about their training because few companies have the best training program. I want to earn hundreds in a week, thousand in month and million by the end of the year. Everyone is teaching me to climb the ladder in career. But is this wrong to have the thought to be rich enough to buy your own ladder?
Some peoples are afraid of that if I enter in jewelery market, I would shed bad impact on the market and will reduce the margin. Jeweler market is the place where I grew up. I still live and breath it. Papa says that if I enter, I would ruin few people's business and will make enemies that would be major threat to my life." You can't make your success without making any enemy. I am not fond of making enemy. This is the life I can't make everyone happy. I don't care what peoples consider me. This is up to them whether they consider me friend or enemy. Their blood have same color as mine and they will also bleed when they would get wounded. There is one thing crystal clear If you want to do business, get along to me, if you can't, defeat me before I do or just start counting your turn. People say that I am greedy. We people assign the GREED name to this lovely emotion for lack of better word. I think that GREED is good. Greed is right. Greed works. Greed clarifies cut through and captures the essence of evolutionary spirits. Greed, in all of its forms... Greed for life, for money, for love, for knowledge has marked the upward surge of mankind and greed pushes us ahead for betterment.
Yes, I am greedy about money and the things I like. What is my fault if available things do not feed my hunger? Sometimes, I take severe risk to make money. I know only one thing If you can make money, then make it. I used to cover 5 k.m. distance on foot from school to home in scorching noon to save only 1 Rs. I know the importance of 1 Paisa. Sometimes, my order in worth of 7 digit get rejected in shorts of few Paisa and few second delay cause loss in 4 digit. But again, I say, "money is not everything." In my network, there are both type of peoples good and bad. Bad peoples would be bad for other, they are very generous for me. They work incredibly. They are the best source of information. They provide me information in no time. As, the information is the most valuable commodity and it has value when it is received on time.I have reached at such line which is cusp of black and white world. But my values do not give me permission to cross the line. And the point where I am standing is gray, so I would keep loving the gray world.
Here, I want to give messages to people who really want to be something and who want to be stand apart from the other.
1. Know little about a lot. This is contradicting with the prevailing thought "Be specialist." First one make you owner and second one make you servant.
2. Stay hungry
