After coming in 4th year, I am feeling vulnerable about my future. No company visited to my college untills now and even I did not find any opportunity to present myself before the interviewer. It becomes more painful and frustrating when someone reminds this. My alter ego did this shit before somedays. He pried me, “Pradeep, yaar aagey kya hoga”.
Ignoring the gravity of his question I simply replied in my tone, for what I am known,”Jo hoga manjure khuda hoga.”
Abhishek asked me to be sincere and serious. I thought for a moment and I asked him,”Abhishek I did not want to do job but want some professional experience, after having some experience I will start my entrepreneurship.” Abhishek chuckled,” I just want to do same”.
I again remind him that’s why we are alter ego to each other. This is not any coincidence that along with having shirt of same color and same designs our thoughts match too. He nodded his head at the end of my sentence. Then, I asked him, “Abhishek I feel very shame to take money from Papa and now I am in 4th year mean few months to go to face the reality of the world.” He said,” I think there is no problem with you, as you are already a good client dealer, a jewelery designer and you have a good experience of construction work.” “ Yes, it is but I just leaved those things three years back and leaving them was my decision, what do you want, I should prove that my decision was wrong, no, how can my decision be wrong.” I said in frustrating manner. Observing the situation (perhaps he was blaming himself to starting this fuck) he suggested me why you do not search project on internet which can give you some bucks. I said,” I have fucked my marks and percentage already and it is not less than any hell for me because of this I don’t have time to involve in making project for some bucks”.
He worked as a panacea and suggested me another idea to invest money in companies ‘ shares. This idea seemed me terrific. This idea rose the curiosity in my inner soul, I collected the information to start this from the google. To take this plan in reality, I went home to open Dmat account for online business and also applied for PAN card without telling anything to any one in home. And returned to hostel after telling my younger brother to receive the parcel if any is coming and don’t inform to Papa about this. Now I needed at least 20 thousand to start all of this. For money, I had two alternatives either borrow money from my friend or ask directly from my papa. First idea was safe but I did not want any help from my friend. And second was like throwing cracker into fire in this hope that it will not explode because he knows me well that I never will be need such amount of money for good work. Ignoring the future condition I decided to convince my father.
Usually I don’t call my father, always I receive call. But for this, one day in evening, I made call to flatter my father, knowing this that my father can give me money to throw into Sangam but cant give me any penny to invest in business because of some my past stupid ideas. With receiving my call my father asked me, “ Sab kuchh thik hai beta.” Evaluating my Papa mood and finding the situation in my favor, I asked for money. And again found that the shit already has hit the fan because my father had received the DMAT account paper before my brother. And this time I am supposed to listen him 5 minute without speaking any word except pronouncing Hmmmm. I dropped my cellphone in Speaker mode kept it on the table and listened keeping my hand on my cheek. Mean no chance to start. After all this I went to see
Abhishek to tell him the entire episode. He just made me relaxed saying,” Don’t worry dude, Hota hai.” And he asked me to have beer. I thanked him and forbade to having beer saying that no drink in 4th year and till the time I get my first salary in my hand. Listening this, I don’t know what happened to him, he stood up with beer’s cane and opened the window and threw them. I was dazed on his doing and asked him stupid those cane cost was 120 Rs. He replied with smile,” me too, is bounded from same promise and said our thinking also match”. I completed his sentence saying that we are alter ego to each other. We sat for some moment, I interrupted him saying that Abhishek , I am feeling drinking. “OK! Let’s have some milk from Sathi’s shop”, he said. I made a phone call to junior to come in my room gave him money to bring milk. Juniour did not take much time to bring it. I thanked him while taking milk pouch from him. I asked Abhishek,” Abe glass le aoo”. I poured the milk in glass waited until it got cool and finished it in shot with saying cheers.
