One dream always teases me. This dream makes me restless and always hovered in my mind. This dream affects my attitude and the way I think. This dream boosts my confidence towards the future this dream always make me pragmatic.
Let me start from very beginning once my Papa took me in workshop with him. Where I felt heat of furnace and suffocation caused by the acid’s smoke.
I asked my father, “Why do you not do it in open space, so that all the smoke and heat could exit.”
“This is the gold and silver, we can’t melt it in open space we have to check its color and its behavior at different stage.” He replied simply.
I asked him again, “What is gold and silver?”
He replied, “These are the things which give us foods.”
I could not understand the answer my father gave me, I was puzzled how the gold and silver give us food whereas the momma cooks food and give us.
Gradually I grown up and started to understand the Silver and Gold’s bricks. How does it give us food after transforming into beautiful ornaments? I also understood the hard work, art and dedication behind this art of being metal into ornaments. After class 6 my interest shifted towards the workshop rather than to study and that workshop became my school and playground. Firstly my father wanted me to keep separate from all these things but seeing my interest and ability to learn he allowed me stay there with a warning that if I would fail in exam he will send me to city to study. With the fear of separation from Momma I kept my study on and also started the making damage in the tools and part of jewelry. And after the 6 month of making good loss I became a quick designer and was one of the best boy among the working men.
These ornaments always hypnotized me but the books used to be my friend along with the flame of blowers and smoke of acid. I rarely used to go school and but in interest of book I never had difficulty in understanding the in scripted black words on white paper.
When I was exposed as a mediator between the jewelry and customer I find difficulty for first few days. And onto this my father helped me and told me how to understand the customer, you can’t handle all people in same way you need to understand the psychology of the person standing before you and also told me the tricks what was very helpful in process of understanding the peoples’ mind. I aced the trick and have 100% satisfied customer whom I handled. I developed a relationship whomever I met in the process of understanding the behavior some of them became my Chacha, Chachi, Dada, Baba, Aka, Tau and Amma. This is a market strategy to attack on customers’ mind through their heart.
In 11th and 12th I had work beyond my potential and available resources. Whenever I was in middle of 12th, the order was flooding and it was hard to handle all those with available resource so I proposed the idea of increasing the resources and allow me to give it fulltime. I got mixed response on first idea My Papa praised me and on second idea I had been banned to go workshop. He ordered me concentrate on my study; and said, “your part of work will be handle by other.” I did not go workshop until I cleared my intermediate and sailed through only entrance exam of UPSEE. And meanwhile I had ton of time to keep keen eyes over the market’s behavior and got command in prediction of market response with around 80% accuracy and came to know about the brands like thing. So I decided to establish my own brand.
But the UPSEE entrance exam result created another alternative for me. Here I had two way one was for engineering and another was handling the business. But my all inclination was towards the business. But my father did not allow me to handle the business. He said you are too little to take care of this first go for study after that we will decide.
So I had to take admission in engineering as I did not filled any examination entrance exam so only had only this choice. After coming here I could not separate myself from that world. Still I kept contact with all business associates, customer, market analyst , stock broker and dealer. Usually I used to send instruction to my business associate about the market quote in middle of lecture. I used to skip the day whenever I saw the more tumble in market, I used to pass the time in internet lab staring at the BSE, NSE’s ticker and reading articles of the great analyst to know the reason behind the present fluctuation.
In this four year I never bothered about job, I have affection about the technology the consequence, I am good at it but I die on the market’s behavior and its mystery to make me fail in the things I perceive.
I left the problem of job over my destiny but I love the technology and market analysis was plus point for aptitude. On one side destiny will play its role about the job and other side my hard will make me successful in transforming my dream in reality. Here I am again standing at the location from where two pavements emerge, one towards entering into corporate and other will led me towards my dream of making my own brand. I have chosen second to move on. That’s why I don’t appear in any company’s written test.
