A freak chatting...

This is the blog based on an event which made me bother for some moment, there would not be any issue of my doing but my time was bad. My friend Rohit made all the issue more cumbersome for me. And second day everything went different from my expectation. So be ready to know what happened with me which forced me to write a blog for it. And I am also thankful to that gal who blocked me on her chat list..

June 1, 2009 time around 6 p.m. - I was sitting in net lab and was peeking to everyone system with the help of a spy software. Suddenly I saw my friend Rohit is chatting with a girl rather he was not chatting he was irritating the girl. A wicked thought came into my mind and I copied the email address and sent her invitation. She accepted my invitation and soon I saw the green light on her eid. I just clicked on and sent her greeting for chat session. She asked me who I am without giving her reply. I told her who is me and how I got her eid and made some false comment about the Rohit.

Knowing this she blocked me without making any late and informed Rohit that your friend sent me request. On this information Rohit get shocked and looked at me with a doubt. I ignored this and just kept on my work. After that Rohit sent her a message and unfortunately he did not get any reply from her. He bawled on me. I never saw such type of version of Rohit before and tried to hide myself like mice do in presence of kitten. I was afraid of Rohit anger. I never afraid of miscreants but I become nervous when a gentle man becomes miscreants leaving his gentleness.

He came to me and said, “ Abe sharam kar.”

I replied, “yar kar to raha hoon, itna kar liya ki puri lab mere sharam k pani se doobne wali hai aur teri friend hai ki tujhko reply nahi kar rahi.”

I promise to Rohit I’ll confess what I did; I sent her an email to unblock my eid. That day he did not talked with me and even did not take me for dinner while going to mess.

I remorse on my doing and wanted to say sorry to Rohit for this issue. But second day the luck was with me, he came and woke me up for breakfast and asked me to get ready within 30 min. until he finish the news paper. I thanked him for washing up all the issue and also I was reticent to talk about whole episode. But in the mess he told me that the girl whom I sent request is his childhood friend and he did not meet her since a while. He studied with her till class 5^th. I heard everything what he said but I did not give any comment and did not ask anything. I was waiting for unblocking of my account.

June 2, 2009 around 5:15 p.m. - I saw the green bubble at her eid and surprised that she gave consideration to my email and unblocked my eid. I started conversation and she asked me what I want to say. I explained her everything with patience and what I pried she gave me satisfactory response during throughout conversation and in between conversation many time she also gave me some threat or indication ( I am not sure what it was) that she is going to block my eid again. I was thinking if she were before me, I could see her every expression, her every response and above all these things if she were before me she would be my friend.

On this blog I want first comment of that person, the gal who forced me to write this. And I want desperately she unblock me again so that I could have a friend whom I never met but she chatted with me like a old friend, she behaved with me as she know me for a long time.

My wishlist...

In summer vacation I was home, as usual when you are standing outside and go home after a long period, you get a lot of attention from parent. They always care for your health lest you are getting extra weight from over eating but it seem them you have become weak and they give you a lot of things to eat. Same condition was with me, I had only four works either eat or sleep or sit in front of TV or spent some time on my favorite place, heaven for me, CHILLING POINT with friends. In the beginning these were interesting for me but I became bore from these soon. And I was also not allowed to go shop to work with my Papa and not to poke nose in my uncle’s work. One day I ask to uncle to take me along with him on the construction site. But he forbade me saying that it is too hot and you can get heat stroke. I thought in my mind what the shit it is. “Then what will I do in home”, I ask them. He replied you can have some new book from market and there is a new pile of your adorable monthly spiritual magazine Akhand Jyoti. This idea seemed me suitable and decided to read instead of being couch potato just in front of TV.

To avoid boredom, after a long gap I decided to approach to the favorite corner of my home, book self. I pulled the my favorite jungle book which I have read many time in my spare time, as I pulled the book some paper scattered on the floor which were kept in between the book’s pages. I picked them. I found my wish lists which were designed by my sister and wrote by me, some letter of my aunts, and few papers on which some sayri were written. As I am lover so I started reading sayri. A sayri remind me the seven 5 year’s old scene in which I was playing Antakshri with my friend, my sister, my cousins and my love where she told the sayri in counter response of mine.

Anpni yado k ujalo ko

Hamare sath rehne do,

Na jane kab kis gali me

Jindagi ki sham ho jaye..

She never used such type words of before, so I was shocked with these sentences. And she was looking at me and was damn serious while she was pronouncing it. At once I arranged paper and pen and requested her to write it down on paper, put autograph and give me so that I could have symbols of each memorable moment what I spent with her. I flipped my thought back in present. The paper was still giving me her smell which always turned me on. “I love you, *****”, I said in chorus and kept the paper in my wallet for lamination. Then I opened my wish lists and tally them, I found there were a lot of differences in my wish lists which were indicating I am still having quality of human that is endless desire. I had achieved everything according to wish list, some desires I fulfilled easily, for some desire I had to crack hard nut to fulfill them.

Again I thought to make a new wish list but this time I myself had to design this. I collected paper and some color pencils and tried to make a good and attractive card. I found that now fingers move on keyboard better than on paper. Somehow I make it but could not decorate much as my sister used to do. I wrote down my whishes on my new wish list—

· Every day make at least one phone call to friends.

· Having good command on English.

· Read at least 50 books in a year.

· Make new friend and establish good communication with them.

· As always, establish a milestone for others to achieve.

· Be well prepared for future’s venture.

· Try hand in share market.

· And start preparation for my childhood’s dream

Then I again I tally it with my previous one which was prepared when I was in class 7^th

· Make new friends.

· Having a perfect girlfriend but not in school.

· Prepare to learn new thing.

· Have good knowledge of stock market .

· Develop new techniques to make jewelry.

· Enhance the English vocabulary.

· Finish at least three contracts successfully with good gain.

· Give hand to Papa in his business.

Only one thing match in new wish list and old wish list that is make new friend. Because of first wish today I am known by the many peoples and guys. I become happy knowing this where I go at least some people know my name in my father’s business region. It was the effect of my father’s business and my efforts to make new friend. This gave me two precious treasure politeness and good recognition in the region and along with it I knew the skill of business. And according to second wish I had a perfect girlfriend, who used to care me a lot and always chided me when I got on wrong way.

I had achieved almost everything of my previous wish list, now this is the time to make everything true of new wish list. This time perhaps these things are not going to be easy for me.

Some discoveries...

I know, I know it’s been a while. But nothing massive consequence happened to me recently. I have horrible allergic problem ( Uff! there is much dust) with the dust and smoke, this creates sometime a lethal restlessness. So I must see my doctor and stop being damn lazy. But! I have discovered some new things in this summer when I was home.

DISCOVERY ONE: Okay, I was being addictive to alcohols and cigarette. And always used to become hyper angry when anybody commits any wrong with me or with my belonging. My mother always checked me not to be so angry but no result came. One day she planned to go Massi’s home and asked me to come with her. First I said, “Mamma! Take Amar with you! I am not going, previous year I had been there.” She replied,” You had been there previous year but Amar came from there recently. So this time it’s your turn and I can’t leave you here to hangout with your Goddamn friends in night.” Albeit I had no choice to escape except to go with Mamma. She planned to stay there for three days. First day in Massi’s home was pleasant, pleasant in the sense my Massi’s son, Ramesh and I spent one and half hour at a Dhaba finishing the bear bottles with the roasted chicken. When we came back home there was no purpose to remain awake. And how can we let other to know we had good dose of alcohols.

Second day she asked me to see a Vaidhya for some indigenous medicine because you don’t have hunger for food. Mamma, Ramesh and I got ready in very early morning to avoid being enqueue to see the Vaidhya. Albeit we were there by 8 a.m.,but we had to wait to see the Vaidhya for 3 hour. At last we got chance to meet him. The first glance of him was not very impressive rather he was worshiper of almighty Hanuman apart from my imagination. My mum said,” Baba is ko bhook nahi lagti hai.” Hearing this he touched me with his stick and started chiding me. He did not gave me thermometer or did not use sphanognometer I could not understand what his intentions were, what information he got from his stick then he unveiled the secret of my addiction before my Mum. And then he started telling the orientation and surrounding of my home as he is standing just right before my home. I was shocked how a man can know the exact orientation and surrounding of my home. I had left no choice except to accept my guilty. Instead of giving medicine he gave me advice to stop this addiction and get rid from this as soon as I can otherwise I will ruin myself. In evening I was waiting for morale class from my mum about my addiction but the luckily neither class hold nor she told to Papa. My mother did not converse with me anything about the all matter, for me this was the indication she is really angry with me. I asked her to chide me she smiled and ordered me to do all what the Vaidhya told me. I discover my mum nature how she manages to get me on right way with the help of her love. I never had a chide from my parent due to bad habit.

Since then I have believe on extraordinary ability of human being, as I am going to be computer engineer after a year so it was hard for me to believe about the Vaidhya’s ability but I had to believe because every miracle happened before my eyes and with me.

DISCOVERY TWO: MY dog is fucking adorable. He always learn new thing from the spray dog. He was also a spray puppy now he is adolescent dog and a pet in my home. His new trick is lay on back, raise all legs up and making a spooky noise. These day he many time does that in a day. I order him to sit properly. He follows my ordered but again gets stuck with his trick. One day my brother was trying to teach him manner, to escape from this and afraid of being beaten he ran to my Mother for shelter. I still remember when a puppy came and sit just sit under my chair from my behind. I did not notice that but it dragged my attention when I saw he is looking ill and he is a just skeleton with the polish of skin. As I participate in increasing the TRP of National Geographic and Animal Planet Channel. So how could I let a puppy starving? I gave him some bread. Second day I saw it again before my home second day I gave him bread too. Since then he is living permanently in my home, my parent accepted him. Sometimes I jealous with him, because it is his first right to eat what my father take from market. Now he is addicted to eat Parle G.

I got surprised while I was jogging in morning seeing this he was enemy with the dog, and friendly with the bitches. And now he spends much time with pet bitches in surrounding. He is always seen playing with bitches in the garden and running aimlessly with them. I took him along with while jogging, and discovered that when he sees dog he shows the teeth and starts groaning and when he sees the bitch he starts wagging his tail very fast. I don’t know how many bitchfriends he has, but I am damn sure that he is soon going to be Casanova among the bitches and I’ll have to say sadly, “ Kutta hath se nikal gaya”.

About me.

I am not any professional and not much proeffiecient writer. And my English is also not up to the mark, but I promise you I will always come with some new thought and story.

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