“It’s been seven years; still you want that girl only?” One of my best friends asked this from me.
I answered in affirmative.
“Why?” He asked
again.
This “why” left me thinking.
Why do I want only that
girl? What are special in her? Why do I fancy
her?
Alas! I don’t have the answer. I never searched the answer.
Why should I like her because of some merits or demerits? I like her because
she got my attention.
I vividly remember
the day when I saw her first time. I was
giving my introduction in class and I was so nervous that words were not coming
out from mouth. She was smiling at my condition or may be on my attire. I don’t
know what happened but something happened, as if someone hypnotized me and whispered
she is the one you will like.
Nothing has changed in my feelings the day I saw her and
today. She could not become my friend because I love her since the day I saw. I could not express my feelings to her because
she was never closed to me. I tried many times but the distance was too much
that she could not hear my voice. Still, I want to convey my feelings to her
but she avoids listening.
I did not dream of
spending my life with her neither I do because she cannot be a part of my life.
My passion and my ambition will not allow. But one time I want to cross her
path. I want her to sit with me. I want
to express my feelings before her. I know this is unlikely to happen soon or in
near future. This is bitter truth that she
cannot be part of my life but feelings for her will be part of my life as long
as she wants. I believe she will come to
me to take her all feelings back from me.
I am waiting and I am in no hurry …
